i often find myself like. looking back at the past. how i used to act and feel. the friends i had and just! the past!
it's weird seeing and feeling myself grow up. it's scary.
at 22 i thought i was the most mature i could be. that i was done developing and "growing up" but like.
now im about to be 24 and im nowhere near the same person i was at 22.
this is all just so weird to me.
some things are going great and some things are just very meh. im the happiest ive ever been while simultaneously feeling sad?
idk!
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