bri's journal of whining
 

stan nu'est

so now im at work and im hungry but I made a nationstates thing and like akdslfnasdkfnasd im 10 years old trying 2 have a happy country but I don't kno how to not have a fragile economy

And here I thought I found someone who whines more than me but seeing you deleted them means I can keep my title of king of whiners , Phew u really gave me a heart attack for a sec

OH TRUST ME im a big ol whiny baby

if u get to kno me im just. a ball of complaints lmao

Hahaha well honestly whining is not that bad actually , its bad when it stops you from doing things u shud do, sometimes u shud complain to get things of ur chest. IF you got whining to do, look mo further I got a great pairs of ear lol

i often find myself like. looking back at the past. how i used to act and feel. the friends i had and just! the past!

it's weird seeing and feeling myself grow up. it's scary.

at 22 i thought i was the most mature i could be. that i was done developing and "growing up" but like.

now im about to be 24 and im nowhere near the same person i was at 22.

this is all just so weird to me.

some things are going great and some things are just very meh. im the happiest ive ever been while simultaneously feeling sad?

idk!

Now, how can I not relate to that. When i read my old mails I feel so stupid and back then I thought I was so mature lol