Roselillya

What is?

I sent her a PM at the beginning of May on "this" site.

She never got back to me on it so I took the impression that she was ignoring me.

Thanks.

But I think this is something both me and her need to try resolving on our own.

I wouldn't want you to get stuck in between our issue and disputes.

Thanks though.

And I agree.

To me AniC is becoming different from what it was meant to be.

I really don't like the way things are being run there.....

Well I did try to PM her here but she never responded back to me.

That's why I was ignoring her before.

I'm trying to get in touch with her through msn but she has never been on since she first added me.

I know she is busy irl just as I am busy irl too.

But sometimes it just feels like she's ignoring me.

Yeah you are right though.

Since I never posted at SSA I guess that makes sense.

I'm actually being a little more cautious at AniC now because of the recent events though.

You're pretty young too~ :3

Thanks Rosey~

Thanks~ :O

I'm 16 now~ :3

That's the exact same way Seki is.

He is the neutral type also.

He isn't the type to want to side with "just one" side.

He's a very fair person.

Oh.

Me and Shadow only had friendly chit chatting at Slip-Stream Anime.

I never posted at that site and did nothing more than lurk.

I guess I didn't expect here to take my fooling around seriously.

I have always been this way ever since all my years at MF.

So I don't understand why she overreacted from that one time I was joking around.

I still want to fix our friendship.

But I'm lost on where to start.

Yeah.

I understand what you mean.

I was actually a bit frustrated over a couple of things.

I was only rude to him because he was trying to play me for the stupid one.

And I didn't like that at all.

But oh yeah.

I remember you being a mod at G2.

I didn't have any problems with you because you seemed like a nice person and didn't seem like the type to abuse power.

Just like how I respect Emmie and Sanae.

It all varies based on how I'm treated I guess.

That's actually the reason I was a bit surprised with Shadow.

She and I have known one another since SSA and never had any issues.

But ever since "that" happened at AniC I just felt a bit too threatened to be around her anymore.

I tried and tried yet it seemed like they didn't even care about half the things I explained.

But that's exactly what I mean.

I was in no violation to any of the rules.

Even with how frustrated I was with all of that I never even resorted to flaming any of them.

I know how to control my choice of words which is why didn't go overboard with any of my remarks.

What do you think of me being banned from AniC?

Demitri, Crom and Mickey all agree that it was stupid.

-sigh-

I have never been this unhappy before about anything.

No matter how much I try to do "good" people always view me as a bad person.